In complete generalization, the human race can be categorized into two major groups with certain salient universal features: the masculine race—strong, dominant, aggressive and free; and the feminine race—weak, submissive, docile and enslaved.

The perfect men always come from the masculine race, and White Man represents the pinnacle of the evolution of the masculine race.

On the other hand, the perfect women always come from the feminine race, and in no uncertain terms, Asian women represent the anthropomorphic reification of the feminine ideation.

Whereas White Men have throughout history proven themselves to be great masters, valiant conquerors, and powerful warriors, Asian women have through and through been the subjects of bondage, subjugation, and enslavement. Asian women are the trophies of conquerors, always defeated, lamented, pitifully decimated and dominated. Asian women are born for slavery, while White Men are born to be slave-masters.

But thanks to White Men, who have freed Asian women from the bondage of the orient, so that Asian women could be enlightened with the knowledge of their true masters, the white masters of the west.

Thus, the jewels of the feminine race have been found and domesticated by the men of the master race, as the true purpose of the end of history.

And this is the greatest improvement in mankind ever! What is the perfect wife? An Asian woman. What is the perfect maid? An Asian woman. Who is the perfect companion to have around all the time? An Asian woman. Who can you trust and know you can depend on? An Asian woman. Any White Man who has not experienced the joys of owning an Asian woman needs to look into it as soon as possible; you have no idea how wonderful we are.

So what makes the perfect Asian girlfriend? Well, first of all, Asian women are comfortable with our own femininity and enjoy being feminine; we love pretty frilly dresses, love being maids or servants, know how to take care of our men, and love the feel and smell of White Cocks inside our mouths and pussies and enjoy refreshing that feeling many times a day. The perfect Asian girlfriend is one who, when wearing a maids uniform, can’t stop begging to be fucked with your superior big white cock.

Its amazing how much a submissive Asian girl LOVES to get fucked by a big white cock. How we will expose our soft tight asian pussies while straddling our legs in high heels and beg to suck and fuck white cocks in front of your friends. We can’t get enough of white cocks. It triggers some genetic response that has been hidden in Asian women when you put us inside a White Man’s house.

Think of the normal white women who hate housework, hate sex, and hate men, who is bitchy, arrogant and won’t do anything you want. Asian women love to be put in traditional feminine roles and will not only fuck and suck but also be neat, clean and polite. We are graceful, pleasant, and above all else, want to do what YOU want to do.

Some Asian women love sex with White Men so much that they find one White Man can’t satisfy their lust and with understanding white husbands, many of them have been turned into shameless Asian whores who make a living sucking and fucking many white cocks, while at home, they can be easily dominated.

All in all, the perfect Asian girlfriend is one who is completely subservient, obedient, submissive, extremely feminine, loves to be controlled, and loves to be pretty.

We are seeing a huge turn in relationships these days where as more white women forsake their femininity and traditional feminine roles, more and more White Men are turning to the East for good wives.

If you are a good Asian girl, I recommend you seek out your white master. Don’t sit idly by and wait for White Men to approach you. Be proactive, and approach them, explain to them that you admire strong dominant White Males, and that you could make a better Asian wife than any white woman. Even if they are not interested, they will talk to other White Men and maybe find one who is. Just be polite and respectful and don’t be too desperate. Asian women make this western world a much better world, and it’s time more of us could be noticed by White Men.



All Asian females over 18 should willing print and sign the following.

The WHITE WORSHIP Agreement / Contract for all Asian Females

I, ______________________________________ agree to the following rules, and will adhere to them faithfully:

I will submit my mind, body and soul fully to Big White Cocks as often as possible from now on and for the rest of my life in all of the following ways, as well as those not listed.

1. You are no longer dressing for yourself. You are no longer dressing for Asian men. You are no longer dressing for other women. You are dressing for White Men. You are dressing to attract and please White Men. You will dress the part always.

I agree that I will, 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 365 days a year, dress in the sexiest clothing with which I can get away with, depending on the circumstances. When at work, I will wear the sexiest clothing allowed by my employer, for example. When at a restaurant, out shopping, visiting friends or family, at school or college, at sporting events, going to movies, out clubbing or dancing or at church, etc., I will wear revealing short mini skirts or dresses, and low cut tops, see through when possible. I will rarely wear pants or jeans unless they are skin tight, low rise hip huggers or spandex. When I do wear pants, they MUST be tight and show cameltoe. My normal clothing, however, will be sexy short skirts (or dresses), and sexy, revealing tops.

Note: Dressing to please and attract White Men takes more time and work but it will pay off tremendously in amount of attention you receive and how it affects your attitude. You should always keep in mind what the men you are trying to attract will probably like but in general follow this simple rule when choosing what to wear: Think dress first, skirt second and pants only as a last resort. This will be a radical change for many women but it’s important to remember that most men (and virtually all White Men) prefer their women in dresses as opposed to pants. Dresses and skirts are sexier to most men and they provide easier access in erotic situations.

You never know when you will have the opportunity to attract that certain man and you need to be dressed for the opportunity when it comes. The good news is that the lifestyle will probably makes you feel like dressing up more and the more you wear dresses and skirts, the more you will find yourself wanting to.

2. I will do my hair and makeup to look the sexiest and sluttish I can get away with, depending on the circumstances. I will keep my fingernails long and painted as well as my toenails. I will wear lips stick and lip lose 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 365 days a year.

Note: Apply and reapply lipstick. The men want to see signs that you can’t wait to suck their white cocks and lipstick is a great way to send that signal. Bright Reds and pinks are best, and really the brighter the red the better. Lick your lips often in public.

3. I will fuck delicious, beautiful, Big White Cocks as often as possible from now on. As a yellow slut for white cocks, I agree to never say no to any sexual advances from any White Man that wants me. I further agree to never say no to any and all sex acts a White Man may want to do with me or to me.

4. I will inform any and all White Males I suck or fuck that I have signed this White Worship Agreement and will present him with a copy on demand. I further agree to frame and post a copy of this White Worship Agreement in my bedroom as near to my bed as possible and in a clearly visible area for all to see.

5. I will suck and fuck all White Males eagerly and will enthusiastically service my partner’s white friends, school friends, work or business associates, or any other white male as directed. I further agree to submit to any and all white males’ directions to have sex with other females without regard to my own sexual orientation. I will enthusiastically service such females as direct with out any limits at all.

6. I will suck non-white males ONLY when it is absolutely necessary, such as for the sake of a relationship or as a reward, but I will try to avoid sucking non-white males whenever possible. When I must suck non-white cocks, I will not swallow the cum, and will spit it out unless directed by a white male to swallow it. I WILL always swallow cum from sucking White Cocks.

7. I will not fuck non-white males, unless directed to do so by a white male. All non-white males must use condoms when fucking me, and there must be no risk of a non-white males cum entering my cunt or ass ever unless directed to do so by a white male.

8. I agree that I will never ask or expect a white male to use a condom with me. I will happily allow all white males to cum inside my cunt, even when I am fertile and may get pregnant.

9. I acknowledges that since I actively desires to engage in relationships with white males where I am used sexually by superior White Men I agrees to release any and all white males, including my Owner if applicable, who may possibly impregnate me during sexual encounters, from all financial liability. I also agrees that in any situation where multiple superior white males may be responsible for the pregnancy, I will forgo any paternity tests, or similar tests, that may be used to identify the father. Furthermore, I agree to extend both the release of financial paternal liability, and paternal identification, beyond the term of this contract and agree to not actively pursue paternal financial support or identification for a period of no less than eighteen (18) years after the termination of this contract.

10. I will respectfully and humbly address any and all White Men as “Sir” and any and all white women as “Ma’am”, or any other title that the I am directed to use by them.

11. I will answer and respond, without hesitation or trepidation, to the names “chink”, “gook”, “whore”, “bitch”, “cunt”, or any other name or combination thereof, that the any and all white males may call me, in public or when alone.

12. I will NOT wear panties, except when it is necessary, such as around the time of my period, or when it is ABSOLUTELY essential for another LEGITIMATE reason. Such reasons will be very rare. When I do wear panties, they will be very sexy and tiny, such as lacy or very sheer thongs or G-strings

13. I agree that it is an obligation on my part to encourage other Asian females to worship White Men. This includes my mother, any sisters, daughters or other female family members, friends, daughters’ friends, women I just met, girls I work with or go to school with, etc. I also agree that I will do my best to have other Asian females sign agreements similar to this one, includes my mother, any sisters, daughters or other female family members, friends, daughters friends, women I just met, girls I work with or go to school with, etc.

14. I will be nude in my house at all times, unless there is a very good and legitimate reason not to be, such as the presence of others who would vehemently object or are underage. To the greatest extent possible, nudism will become my lifestyle at home. I will also be totally nude when in the presence of white males at their homes or apartments, unless directed by them to say in my sexy closes. .

15. I agree that, when sitting while in the presence of white males, I will keep my legs spread wide apart to indicate my availability.

16. I will keep my cunt cleanly and smoothly shaved at all times (no hair whatsoever) unless otherwise directed by a white male, and I will use lotions and powders to help ensure I am always fragrant and fresh.

17. I agree to have a dirty mouth in the presence of all white males. I will use only graphic words such as “fuck” (not “sex” or “making love”), “cunt” (not “vagina” or “pussy”), “cock” (when describing White Cocks). Non-white penises should be described as “dicks” or “pee-pees” and other such terms), “asshole” (not “anus” or “butt,” such as when saying “Fuck my asshole.”) These are examples only. Such graphic terms should be used at all times rather than the mild terms.

18. If married to a non-white husband, I will suck and fuck my husband as little as possible and follow all limits set above. I will watch INTERRACIAL porn with him, and refuse to watch any porn that contains non-white dicks fucking Asian women.

19. I will only use or allow to be used on me big white cock shaped dildo, unless otherwise directed b a white male. I also agree to allow all such big white cock shaped dildo to be used on and in my cunt, ass and mouth with out limit.

20. I will keep my body free of any additional blemishes, such as tattoos or other markings, EXCEPT that a tattoo on the lower back (just slightly above the waistline) that says “White Cocks Only,” or “White Cock Slut,” is fully acceptable. No tattoo on or near my cunt is acceptable. Piercings of my nipples, and or piercing of my clit or hood or inner labia, or cunt lips are also acceptable.

21. Any bikini that I wear, such as to a party or public pool were total nudity is not permissible, MUST be extremely brief and as sexy and revealing as legally possible. Very sheer G-strings are the best.

22. None of the above indicates that I will engage in any activity that may be illegal in my area.

IN WITNESS WHEREOF, I have caused this agreement to be written and executed. The signing of this agreement by me, ( I, ) _________________________, constitutes my full understanding that this is a legal and binding contract on me.

I further states that I, _________________________________, being of sound mind and of legal age (18) to enter into a voluntary and legally binding agreement / contract, do hereby proclaim that I have read and understand this contract in its entirety, and that I agree to abide by and comply with all the tenets, conditions, and provisions contained within. I further acknowledge that I believe, with no uncertainty or doubt, that the white race is biologically superior to the Asian race, and that I, as an Asian female, am biologically conditioned to be used by all superior White Males and superior White Females for their own sexual enjoyment and entertainment. I therefore agree to this contract in its entirety and agree to take full responsibility and be held financially responsibilities that may come from it, having agreed to this without any reservation, and having signed under my own free will and without any duress.

Furthermore by signing this agreement, I acknowledge that I understand all aspects of this agreement / contract. This contract agreement shall be binding upon me for life.


Signature of Inferior Asian Slut                             Date

To all the White Boys I’ve loved before

People say your whole life flashes before your eyes when you die. For a chink whore like me who has dedicated her life to the service of white cocks, it’s a bit simpler. The hottest white men that have fucked her throughout her life flashes before her slanted asian eyes.

He was the school jock, surrounded by beautiful white girls, while she, the chink, was the nerdy, quiet asian girl who just came from China. The white girls teased and bullied her, but no one hated her more than Dylan, the white boy whose grandfather fought in the Korean war. The chinks were so cruel to white men. White men were going to set all of Asia free and the chinks decided that slavery was better than freedom and fought against the brave white soldiers on the battlefields, and cast the entire continent of Asia under the dome of slavery, oppression and poverty for next 100 years and Dylan, the descendant of the white god, seething perilous rage from his pure blue eyes and seeking revenge, picked on the little chink girl mercilessly with his taunts and jeers, and he was the first person ever to call her a “chink” and he did it in front of everyone in class. The entire class burst out in laughter. The submissive chink was humiliated. She lowered her head, hot shame in shades of pink and red flushed her yellow face, and yet she took it stoically like a typical submissive chink. The white girls, smirking, and laughing, walked over in wavy staggering forms, and slapped the chink girl hard across the face. “This is what you get for being a chink,” the white girls laughed, and the little chink girl cried.

The little white gods and goddess didn’t stop torturing the poor little chink there, especially not Dylan. Dylan was cruel, and devised a plot to hurt her in ways no white girls could.

He started being nice to her, and even actively befriended the shy, coy chink girl, who always had a secret desire for white guys, because, back home in chinkland, even her grandparents encouraged her to date white boys, and her mother, a well educated Chinese woman who worked for the Communist Propaganda department of the Central Government of China, actually forbade her to talk to other chinks in America, and instructed her to solely focus on making friends with white American folks, and, she even said, “if you could not find a white boyfriend on your own, then I will either help you find one, or, failing the first option, I will marry a white man myself, and divorce that useless chink father of yours.” The naive chink girl started to fall in love with the first white boy who ever flirted with her. She was a virgin and, he told her that he would be gentle with her, as she let go of her white panties and bra, exposing her naked oriental flesh before her ruthless white conqueror, all the while as she stared at his godlike white physique. She couldn’t believe how handsome he was, how masculine and powerful he was. No little chink boy could ever grow to such enormous size, ever. He pinned her down and pounded her tight virgin asian pussy with his big white cock, and she cried and screamed while he laughed and taunted her, and after his conquest he waved his big white cock stained with her fresh virginal blood like a glorious weapon and slapped it against her face. No longer on the battlefield, the mighty white soldier had still conquered Asia, though the conquest of Asian pussies. The little chink was in hot shame of ecstasy and gave her soul to him. And afterward, he broke up with her and broke her heart into a million small pieces.
Back in school, all the other white boys now knew the little chink girl was easy prey for white meat, and it didn’t take long for all of them to have their turn with her, using her to clock up their first fuck. That was when she realized how powerful white cocks were, how much she loved white cocks, and how much she worshipped white men.

It had become an open secret that the asian girl was an easy whore for white cocks. When the white girls went out for pizza party, they ordered her a special white cocks lovers’ pizza just for her, with the sperm of all the white boys from the football team as her toppings.

Age 21: Wyatt
Wyatt was her roommate’s boyfriend in university. Her roommate was a typical, tall, blonde, slim white girl and the white bitch had nothing but contempt for asian girls, whom she saw as a race of whores who are so eager to sell out their own souls to pollute the white gene pool by dating and marrying white guys. The moment the little chink whore moved in, the chink saw the white girl with her godlike white boyfriend laying in bed. They never acknowledged her presence, and made no effort to befriend her. It may have been the way she looked at him—it had given him cues—that the quiet and coy asian girl, though not curvy with big breasts and wide hips, but more than make up for it by being extremely submissive, having a round, beautiful face and soft yellow skin—was actually a real slut for white cock, just like all the other asian girls in their dormitory. She could tell he enjoyed teasing her, even when his white girlfriend was present. He would take off his clothes while all the asian girls of the dorm were present and they couldn’t help but stare, the godlike white man, the symbol of power, wealth, and beauty, the light of every asian womb, the fire inside every chink pussy. “WHITE-GOD,” she said under her breathe. Those words sounded so natural, so right, so instinctive as she uttered in a hushed voice. After he had stripped out of his clothes, he walked back to their room and had sex with his white girlfriend, and the sex was loud with moaning and groaning, and he didn’t give a fuck if any of those little chink whores were present or if they were all trying to sleep, and the chink girls knew better than to complain. Sometimes, while the white god and goddess were having sex, the pitiful chink secretly masturbated her self under the sheets.

One late night, the dorm room door was unlocked. The white goddess’ white boyfriend stumbled in and shook the little chink awake. She woke up in a daze and she could smell the strong stench of alcohol in his breathe. He told her he would fuck her that night. He didn’t ask. It was a matter-of-fact. He flipped the horny little chink over on the bed and fucked her doggy style. She screamed so loud all the other asian girls in the dorm heard, and of course, the white goddess too was rudely awakened. “I can’t believe the little chink whore fucked my boyfriend.” The chink was so ecstatic with pleasure that she couldn’t help but cry and even begged for second rounds, but the white god realized his mistake and retreated. The next morning the white goddess flipped the chink out of her bed, slapped her hard across the face. That afternoon she moved out with her white boyfriend to an off-campus address. The Asian girls in the other rooms, however, were jealous. “She got a taste of white cock,” they whispered.


The little chink whore has now become a working professional and a full blown white-cock-crazed slut. She has stopped pretending that she is anything other than white-only. Like all the other asian girls who grew up in America, she knew she only liked white men and would only date white men, and she would never ever even look at an asian guy, let alone date one. Looking at a disgusting chink man, knowing that she is of the same race as a chink, made her want to vomit. All she ever wanted now was to be cleansed and baptized by white sperm, to be reborn again into the white race.

Matt was the nerdiest and least attractive white man there was, and even for a white man who was otherwise a complete loser and had no chance with an attractive white woman, he has had a series of the most drop-dead gorgeous asian girlfriends, she—our little chink protagonist—was his fifth asian girlfriend in the last two years, and even though he wasn’t physically rough as her previous white boyfriends, he was emotionally the most cruel. He didn’t even refer to her as his girlfriend and merely told everyone that she was merely his fuckbuddy, and when he was not having sex with her, he left her naked with a dog collar and on a leash like a puppy and made stringent rules for her to follow in his house, such as not being allowed to use the toilet in the house, and must pee in the backyard, not being allowed to eat at the table, but must eat from a dog bowl, and even made her present herself as a naked dog to her white colleagues from work when they came for visits. She couldn’t tell if he had any feeling for her; sometimes he would be romantic but then ignore her for weeks. He would message her late at night and ask her to come over, and he’d fuck her silly like he hated her. He almost never took her out on dates and even when he did, she never felt that he was in love with her, but she was never more in love than when she was with him. For the first time, she finally had hoped that a white guy would want to settle down with her, even if he were a bit abusive.

It all came crashing down when he started to ignore her again. It had been months since she heard from him and she had been trying to call and message him. No replies. Eventually, he blocked her number and unfriended her on Facebook. He had ghosted her and left her for the dogs. Her little chink heart was broken once again.
The next time she saw him, across the street from where she was getting her sushi takeout, she heard his deep laugh and she saw him with a different asian girl wrapped around his arm.


The chink slut knelt in front of him and stared up at his massive hairy chest. Even though he was 60 years old he was still incredibly fit and strong. At the age of 29, the chink whore felt she was getting too old to look for white guys her age to fuck, because it made her feel self-conscious, to know that she has passed the prime of her age and was yet still unable to fulfill her life long dream of marrying a white man. So in stead she settled with older white men nowadays, and she hit the jackpot with Logan.

He was gruff and masculine. Every hair follicle on his broad chest excreted testosterone. She knew he liked to fuck asians and he never fucked the same asian twice, but she didn’t care. She has given up on any fantasy of finding a white husband and all she cared now about getting as much white cock in her asian cunt as possible, before she became too old.

With an endless supply of asian whores throwing themselves at his feet, Logan knew he could be as cruel as he wanted. The white god pinned her down and shoved his big thick cock down her throat until she couldn’t breathe. He fucked all his asian whores bareback and made sure he cummed inside each one of them. He said this was what he used to do in the Philippines too. And after getting fucked, before she was allowed to leave, the pathetic chink must give her white master a foot massage, with her mouth. She slobbered all over his manly white feet and she was mesmerized by the power, the superiority that the white man represented. The little chink whore has devoted her life to serving white men and was willing to be dominated and humiliated just like every other asian whore.

After she was thoroughly fucked, she picked up her belongings and left. When she exited his apartment, in the elevator, she saw a beautiful young Korean woman with permed hair, wearing bright red heels, and skin-tight miniskirt, getting off on the same floor. Instinctively she knew Logan’s next asian girlfriend has just arrived, waiting for her turn to be fucked and bred with superior white sperm.


Before the chink whore went back to jail to report to her parole officer, she knelt down again before her white god and received her beatings. After she was thoroughly beaten, she was fucked, not in her pussy, but in her ass. “White cock hurts so good,” she murmured teary-eyed as her white god dominated her. The little chink whore got into a failed marriage with a loser chink husband who was completely unaware of her sexual escapades with many white men before marriage, and she had even given birth to an ungrateful chink pig daughter who was a pure bred chink. Unlike all her Asian girlfriends who gave birth to half-white babies, the chink slut, troubled by the sight of a pure bred chink husband and its demon-spawn chink babies from her own womb, was filled with resentment, anger, and despair, and everyday she wished that she could leave her pathetic chink husband. It was at the restaurant that they worked in she met Angus, a pure-white 19 years old college student who was willing fuck a mature asian mother, provided that she was also willing to be fucked by all his white friends. The chink slut was in ecstacy and relived her childhood dreams. Flashbacks brought her memory to high school, where she was humiliated, beaten, and eventually fucked and dumped by the white guys at her school, and she felt so happy, so at ease, and she was willing to live the rest of her life worshiping her white gods. She showered Angus with gifts and even paid his bills; on weekends she went over to his apartment and cleaned his room like a cleaning lady and if she pleased him well enough, he would let her lick his asshole after he worked out.

In order to remain with him, she agreed to let him and all his white buddies fuck her as much as they wanted, and it almost drove her crazy, from being fucked so often, but she had no power to complain. She knew her life was at the very edge. She was a cheap washed up asian slut and Angus was her last hope of ever being able to get fucked by white guys. He even whored her out to other white men and turned her into a full-blown prostitute, charging clients only 20 dollars for a blowjob and 40 dollars for full service. Not satisfied with turning her as a whore, Angus and his white buddies set up online cam profiles for her and made her perform for money, and Angus kept all the profit.

Soon her chink pig husband had found out about her infidelity and had a mental breakdown. He tried to kill her and she called the police and now the chink loser is a mental hospital, and a divorce settlement is still under deliberation after a lengthy trial that ate away almost all their savings. With nowhere to go, the pitiful chink whore turned to Angus, who introduced her to his sadistic grandfather, who was a Vietnam-war veteran and was very skilled in torturing chinks and gooks and had turned the chink whore into what she was always destined to be, a sex slave for white cock. She received beatings everyday and must do everything her white master ordered. It was like being in a training camp for soldiers. The chink must learn to be completely obedient and she was to be so broken until she realized she was completely worthless without her white god. After her training was complete, she was willing to eat her own feces if her white god had ordered her, and she was kicked out of his house to become a BDSM prostitute, where she was arrested for prostitution and sentenced to seven years in prison.

And there ends the sad life of a chink. And no, she didn’t die at 38. She lived, and would probably continue to live well into an old age. But that was the last time she got fucked by a white man, and a chink’s life isn’t worth living–it’s not really “life”–without white men. A chink’s life ends when she loses favor with white men, and when her body finally passes away, as this warm sensible motion becomes a kneaded clod, the chink will be blessed with that quick second of memories, memories of the all white men that made her poor sad life worth living, of all the white boys she has loved.

Why do asian girls love to date older White men?


Easy. Because they take one look at their own asian fathers and realize where their whole inferiority comes from. It comes from their stupid fathers propagating their inferior genes and producing more pathetic chinks.


These asian girls grow resentful. They know their fathers will never be real men. They see their white friends’ fathers and they see how masculine they are. Tall, beefy, and strong like gods.


These asian girls grow envious. They wish they had white daddies teaching them how to serve real men. They wish their genes were of White Men so they can be superior.


But all they can do now is submit. Submit to white daddy cock and be a good chink whore. And when they’re getting fucked by these white daddies, they forget about their own inferior asian fathers and feel at peace with their own inferiority.






In the beginning was the White God, and White God was with God, and God was White. All things were made with his sperm, and without him was not anything made that was made. Amen!

Thus begins The Song of Songs Dedicated to White God


Chink pig mother speaks:

Inferior chink whores like me and my daughter don’t deserve to be superior White Man’s wives, yet our love for Him only grows the more he spurns us, the more he rejects and abuses us the more we fall for him, like fire burning inside us, when we do not see his divine face the world turns into darkness, so we will gladly serve him as his sex slaves, his cum receptacles, and his public toilets, for we are only worthy to be his toilets, and we will do him all possible honor, and we will be his most obedient subjugates.

Chink pig daughter speaks:
My dear White Man, I do not deserve to carry your superior seed inside my womb, for I am a woman of a conquered race, an inferior race, so please keep me in your basement, use me as your sex slave, keep me in tight bondage, and do as you wish to me and I will never complain, but only give me leave to stay in your house. Use me as your dog, beat me, punish me, whip me, and abuse me as you wish. The more you beat me the more I will fawn on you.


Chink pig mother speaks:

How much I suffer for you O White Man! Do you see how those brutal Asian men surround me and wish me die a miserable death, and do you see how they make me reject you and make me say “I know Him not”, but I will suffer for you, my White hero and my suffering is righteous, for you, my White Man, are a god to me. You are my Light and my eternal guidance. I rest my faith in the eternal glory of you. My White Lord, save me from the cruel bondage of darkness, save me from the dark prison house of those effeminate evil asian men! For when I am naked and restrained, for when I am shamed and degraded, I call out to my White God, and lo, behold! He shall deliver me from Hell and he shall undo the bondage of those devious orients and lead me into the Light and I shall wear his shiny collar of Light, and put on His yoke of righteousness. My White God, my Savior, keep me, therefore, do not forsake me, and I will do all your biddings, for you are the sole purpose of my existence, you are the living water that keeps me alive, you are the rock on which I recline, and without you my day turns into night and I lose the will to live. For my White Man I will gladly jump into fire, breast drawn swords, and walk through driven snow with my bare feet and I will declare onto the world, unashamed: “I am an inferior chink whore and I worship my White Man as a God.”

The Gospel of an Asian Sex Slave Mother in Bondage

In those days came a pretty Chinese girl, preaching in the wilderness of rural China, and saying, “Repent, for the kingdom of big white cocks is at hand.” For what she said is but what is spoken of by all the Chinese girls overseas living in the western paradise of big white cocks; and she is the lone voice of the uncivilized wilderness of darkness, full of strangers to the power of big white cocks, and she spoke thus:”Prepare your yellow pussies, assholes, and mouths for the white men’s coming, and they shall cum inside your wombs.” When the unbelievers came, angry chinks men with sticks, batons, and handcuffs, she rebuked them thus:”And think not to say within yourselves, you are strong, for I say unto you, that the holy axe of the white man is now laid unto the roots of thy trees, and every one of you will be castrated and no fruits will ever be born out of you again. Asian girls will be baptized with the sperm of White Gods, but for chink men like you, White Gods will baptize thee with fire.”

A divorced Chinese wife, with a son and a daughter from her previous marriage with a Chinese man; her son, who is the youngest, lives with her father and her grandma in Long Island, while her oldest daughter lives with her now. She has been so thoroughly traumatized by the despotic, sadistic, violent Chinese men that she swore, with her tears, sweat and blood, that she will never EVER marry another Chinese man and ever since she is strictly looking for a white American man for relationships, both sexual and platonic, and if there is chemistry, long term relationships and eventual marriage. Is it racist of her to reject Asian men? Of course not, and anyone who thinks like that is a sexist bigot! She is a free, liberated Chinese woman and she is only dating white men.

Epilogue to My Sexual Submission to White Power

The entire book was the word-for-word re-rendering of my mother’s secret diary in which she has painstakingly and ecstatically documented her sexual escapade with all her white lovers, prior to her eventual divorce from my biological father, a Chinese man with a small Asian dick, and before her re-marriage with an white American man, my current stepdad.

Now some of you—my readers—might be judgmental and think that my mother was a slut, a whore, or worse, a racist. Even though I wasn’t very close with my mother, when it all happened I was still in a boarding school in Texas and I didn’t know exactly what was going on in New York with my family at the time, what I do know is that my mother has always been a very good mother to me, and my mother is anything but a racist. In fact she is the very opposite of racist. She is and has always been a champion of equality, diversity, multiculturalism and a lover of white cocks. In fact by having sex with white men she is actively dismantling racism and combating xenophobia among the Chinese, who are very racist against white people. Not only that, but she took care of our family, of my schizophrenic Chinese father who was often abusive, of my Chinese grandmother who was the matriarch of the house, and to whom we requited with knee-worship—for those of you who are not familiar with the inner workings of a traditional Chinese family: the mother of the son is the empress of the house; she has final says on all matter concerning the management of the household: the kitchen, the grocery, the cleaning, and even the going-on’s in the bedroom—yes, you heard it correctly, the mother-in-law will stick her fingers into the sexual affairs of her son and his wife. And she is by such backward and retarded social norms acculturated to be extremely cruel to the wife of her son. Abusive language is not uncommon. And in extreme cases, beatings are administered. I remember when I was very young, I saw my mother and my grandmother arguing and things became so heated that my grandmother hit my mother with her walking cane, and of course my mom was not allowed to hit back, and in stead, when my dad came home, she was made to apologize to my grandmother. My mom was forced to kneel on the ground and beg for forgiveness as my father gave her a harsh whipping with his leather belt. It was part and parcel of living under the oppressive patriarchy of the small dicked chinks, who—unlike White Men who are the very embodiment of freedom, equality, and democracy—live under tyranny, slavery, and oppression and like slaves who work to death other slaves, they oppress their women like slaves when they themselves are also slaves. Ever since I was a little girl, my mother had often taught me, through her own personal experience as a Chinese woman, that being born a woman in China was the single most unfortunate event, and that was why she was so adamant on leaving China and coming to America. China is the only country in the world where female suicide rate is higher than male; China is also the only country in the world where babies can be aborted for being female; China is also the singular country that has the largest number of prostitutes; and not very surprisingly, China is also the largest net exporter of females to the rest of the world; each year, more than 10 million Chinese females leave China and never return, the luckier ones happily married to foreign husbands, and the unlucky ones owned and enslaved by oversea Chinese mafias and forced into sexual servitude or prostitution. If you had any idea of the sufferings that my mother went through, you would then think twice before you judge my mother for her “sexual transgression” with whom she truly loves, that is, superior White Men.

When we first came to America, we had no money, no connection, and no English skills. While my dad, who was suffering from the late stage of schizophrenia, was staying at home all day doing nothing, my mother was out there working in a massage parlor to support our family. Even though she spoke no English, her genteel manner and her delicate fingers won over her clients’ hearts. And in less than a year, she had made enough money for our family to start our very own Chinese restaurant business.

My mother is not only strong, she is also loving and kind. She treats everyone with love, especially White Men, not because they are white, but because they are civilized, gentlemanly and, plainly and simply, superior in every way. She is a very sweet lady and when she was working at our Chinese restaurant business, I have never once met a customer who did not like my mother. Though people showed contempt for my father, a smelly little chink man whom no one respects, and honestly, not even my mom and I had any respect for him, everyone universally praised my mother’s exquisite beauty, her dedication to service; in general, Chinese women are so well received all over the world that we all feel flattered. And grateful too. It was the first time that anyone treated Chinese women as treasures and not as trash to be taken out, as chink men did and still do. In America, finally Chinese women found their true lovers, and Chinese women are treated like the precious jade that we were destined to be. And smelly little chink boys get what they deserve—get beat up by blacks, robbed by hispanics and then, sent back to China by ICE! Lo, behold! Which is also why we love White Men in return. We are simply grateful for the love that White Men have shown to us.

Anyway, it was a pure coincidence that I came upon my mother’s diary a few years ago. At the time my mom had already divorced my dad and we were living in my new white stepdad’s home. I just came back from boarding school for the summer and was ready to apply for college next semester, and one day, my mother told me she had computer problems and wanted me to help her out, and I found in her browsing history many sex-oriented websites and, when I opened them, I saw naked pictures of my mother and pages and pages of blog entries, all dedicated to her sexual fantasies and romantic encounters with White Men. Not only was my mother being shared by multiple White Men, whom she referred to as “white gods”, “white masters”, and “white kings”, but also she was heavily involved in sadomasochism and racial humiliation. My mother had been marked—she was a marked woman, you might even say—as the exclusive property of White Men, with the words “WHITE COCKS ONLY” tattooed on her buttocks, the fetishistic desire for white cocks seared onto her sex organ. There were more than just naked pictures, but also videos of her being gang banged, with many white cocks penetrating all her orifices, humiliated, beaten, and then performing degrading sexual acts, drinking piss, giving rimjobs to those godlike White Men’s hairy assholes, kowtowing to her white owners and licking their feet, tied up and whipped and spanked until her buttocks turned bright red, etc. And she was not sad. In fact she was happy and proud, and openly embraced her role as a happy sex slave, proclaiming to the world, that she is a proud “chink whore for white cocks”.

I was shocked and ashamed, of course. I felt, probably just like you are now, disgusted with my mother. And when the thought of confronting her loomed large, I trembled. I did not know what I should say, the burning hot shame was the least of my worries. But then I realized, a dim light of sympathy kindled my heard. What my mother was doing was no different from me having a white boyfriend, or any other Asian girl who exclusively dates white boys and there were plenty such Asian girls at my school. At the time I already had a boyfriend, and yes he was white, obviously, like a pretty asian girl like me would date a loser asian boy. After all, I began to feel that perhaps, just perhaps, this all made sense, my mother was simply going through what every Asian woman goes through in America, being torn between the need to be obedient, chaste, and traditional, oppressed by evil asian patriarchy and the desire to be free, dominated, liberated, conquered, democratic, and subjugated and empowered by strong, supreme White Men; and not only was my mother not a slut, nay, she was a harbinger, a progressive, a liberal feminist, like Annabel Chong who voluntarily had herself gang banged by 200 white men and refused to allow asian men to participate, or Elaine Chao, who became the first Asian lady to work for the US government by sucking on an old white man’s cock. In stead of shaming them, blaming them, like asian men are wont to do, no I say, Asian women like my mother are actually brave, sexually liberated, strong Asian feminists; they are the fighters; they are the true freedom warriors, if you must use the term, not just for themselves, but for all Asian women. This is what Asian women’s liberation looks like. This is what happens when love and sexual desire crossed the borders of races. This is what interracial love looks like. This is what the future of America holds.

Now, let me say something before I proceed further, if you are not an Asian woman, then you have no idea how much sexual attraction White Men generate for Asian women. White Men represent not just ideal beauty, but also power, not just physical power, but power in every aspect of the word. White Men stand at the apex of power. White Men are the most powerful men on earth, and as women of an inferior race, we are naturally attracted to the earth’s most dominant predators of other men, that is, White Men. White Men are the symplections of power and, much more, White Men are the gods of wealth, intelligence, creativity, wisdom, freedom, military prowess, technology, enlightenment and equality. Neither is it possible to dissociate White Men from democracy. It is White Men who invented democracy, and when Asians all across Asia clamor for democracy, it is merely the sexual cravings for white cocks sublimed. And when White Men brought freedom to Asia, instinctively, Asian women saw it as the freedom to freely copulate with White Men, the most sexually desirable men in the world. For it is precisely for freedom that we suck on White Men’s powerful cocks, and allow his superior white sperm to pour into our tight Asian pussies.

And when I read my mother’s words, and then I thought back to the way I was taken by my boyfriend, a pure bred White Man from Texas, I could not refrain my own sexual awakening and the next time my boyfriend and I had sex, I had the most amazing orgasm while imagining myself being a chink slave, being an inferior woman being sexually conquered by a superior white god. It was the moment of epiphany. …

On the contrary, my mother was furious when she found out—that I found out about her little secret. Deep inside she still wanted to be a traditional asian mother, a tiger mom, that is, and she wanted to forbid me to have sex, while she herself had all the fun. She not only deleted all her photos, all her profiles online, and all her blogs—she had completely erased all her online presence—she also forbade me to ever see my white boyfriend again, knowing that I was involved in a master-slave relationship with him, just as she was with her white master. I became very resentful toward my mother during those times. I had open confrontations with her, over dinner, on the phone (when I was back in Texas), and even when strangers were present. In Chinese culture, we liked to keep our personal conflicts to ourselves and not bicker in front of others, because it is regarded shameful to expose the “hideous side” of family conflicts, and so it is especially egregious when I did that.

Soon my white stepdad intervened.

He wasn’t going to allow a disobedient chink pig in his house. You know, my white stepdad is a very macho white man. He is very dominant and powerful. He would discipline my mother right in front of everyone, me, my step brothers, and our relatives too, make her strip naked and kneel, and then proceed to give her a cruel beating. So when my mother found out that I have been sleeping with my stepdad and threw a hissy fit, my step dad put his foot down and told her it was either his way or the high way, and he kicked her out of HIS house and she ended up working at a run down massage parlor in Flushing sucking on smelly Mexican dicks.

It wasn’t easy for me either, honestly. Even though I hated my chink pig mother for all the cruel treatment I received, at the end of the day she was still my mother and I missed her alot.

It was just a few months ago that we received a call from a very strange number. It had turned out that my mother had been arrested for prostitution. Apparently some nice police officer pretended to be a customer and asked if she would suck his cock for 50 dollars and she agreed, so the cops raided the whole place. According to what she told my step dad and what my step dad then told me, she could face up to 7 years in jail and also need to post a bond of five thousand dollars. I was just amazed. How could you possibly face 7 years in prison for being a prostitute, but apparently this is how American justice system works. Democracy and freedom deal very harshly with those who disobey their laws. It’s actually not that hard to believe. Didn’t some protesters at some political rally face 75 years in prison for just participating in the protest? This actually happened in America. Some idiot might say, “if anyone has said America is still the beacon of freedom and democracy, that person must be a completely retard. America today is more like the Soviet Union.” But I disagree. I think America should rightly deal harshly with those who disobey its laws, and the reason Soviet Union was evil precisely because it was too lax with its criminals. We must lock up more criminals in America, because there are too few prisoners in America.

Anyway, I digress, so my dad had bailed my mom out and hired a lawyer for her. She has go back to court and she can either take some plea bargain, which means that she will admit she’s guilty and receive a lesser sentence, or, if she’s adamant she’s innocent, then she goes to trial and potentially face 7 years in prison.

Ever since she came out of prison, she has become a completely changed person so much so I couldn’t even recognize her. She said being in jail was the worst thing she’s ever experienced. There were so many Chinese prostitutes in prison; rows upon rows of cells were packed with them. Some of them were completely naked, because “when they arrest you, they don’t allow you to get your stuffs,” the sisters explained to her. They called each other sisters in prison. Recently a Chinese prostitute just committed suicide in Flushing when she was being arrested by the police. All she ever wanted was to suck on some cock. But once again I digress. She is now very obedient. My step dad keeps her naked at home and makes her suck all his white friends’ cocks, and also makes her perform lesbian sex acts with me, and she is fine doing all of this. She says being a sex slave at home is better than being in prison, so—I am not sure what they did to her in prison, but I’m guessing we should definitely send more Asian women to prison to make them better slaves for white men.

And of course, by now my mom and I have completely reconciled. Not only does my mom fully support me in my sexual quest for white men, often times my mom and I would share a white man in bed, together, with the approval of our master, my white step dad, of course. Me, my mom, and my stepdad live happily together. My mom has given birth to three beautiful Eurasian daughters, and I too am now pregnant with my first child, bred with the amazing seed of my white stepdad.

And the following pages (within this book) document the suffering, the struggle, and the eventual overcoming of my mom, and me, which in this instance represents not just us personally but the struggle, the lives of all Asian women everywhere, in our complete surrender, our submission, to white men, and to white power. Hail victory to the United States of America!


—Michelle Liu

Chinese prostitutes in U.S. prison PART 5

“You must surrender to your desire. You must fullheartedly obey and serve your superior white god.” The elderly Chinese prostitutes instructed me.

“You have it a lot easier here in America. You have no idea.” She was already in her fifties, and despite of being in prison for so long–and I was afraid to ask how long she has been inside here–she remained calm, and her face was forever formed into a semi-smile. “I remember when I was younger, much younger than you, I was smuggled to Japan to work as a sex slave. The Chinese triad trafficked me from Hong Kong to Taiwan, and then sold me to the Yazukas, and I worked in an underground prostitution ring. And when the prostitution ring was busted, all the Chinese prostitutes were thrown in jail whereas the yakuza members were able to roam free, because they have connections with the police force. While we were inside Japanese prison, we were beaten everyday by the Japanese prison guards, and we were required to serve all the Japanese offficers. I still remember the first time I was led through that rolls of dark prison cells. A police man led me through the male cell section. There were a lot of Chinese prisoners in those cells too and they could tell that I was Chinese too. But the guards ignored as they yelled and screamed. I was led to a cell in which a Japanese prisoner was kept. Then he told me to kneel before the cell and ask him ‘If I may suck his cock’. The Japanese prisoner, it was said, has been very good, and so as an award, I was supposed to suck his cock. He extended his naked cock through the cell bars, and I put his cock into my mouth and as I sucked back and forth, I could hear the Chinese prisoners in the other cells barking curses at me, for being a whore, a shameless whore. They were furious. I was crying too. I had no choice. If I didn’t suck his cock, they were going to put me on the electric rack. Do you know what’s an electric rack? They will strip you naked, tie you to this steel cross, and clamp your nipples, your clit with a large steel alligator clamp and shock you with electricity.”

At this point the elderly Chinese prostitute swallowed, and looked at us more intently and paused.

“You all have been pampered. The white men in America treat you well. You will not be in prison for long. But if you were caught in Japan, the police over there are extremely brutal. We all have been on the electric rack. I wished for anything to avoid being put on that rack again. So I had to suck this Japanese prisoner’s cock. In Japanese prison system, all Japanese prisoners are treated on a different footing than the foreign prisoners. We Chinese and Korean prisoners were nothing but insects. The prison guards beat us, and other Japanese prisoners also beat us, and we were not allowed to communicate with the other Chinese prisoners. We were all kept in different cells. I sucked his cock for just a few minutes and lots and lots of sperm shot into my mouth. The guy must have been saving it for months. Except for some of it that got ran down my chin, and I swallowed all the rest. In Japan, if you give a Japanese person a blowjob and you refuse to swallow, if would be considered a high offence. I learned it the hard way when I was working in a blowjob bar. I was very young and very pretty back then. A yazuka member asked me to give him a blowjob, and when he shot into my mouth and I grimaced and spit it out, he was very angry with me. He took a baseball bat and started to hit me all over my body. I thought I was going to be beaten to death. Never spit out a Japanese man’s sperm.”

“Those Japanese devils.” A hot tempered young Chinese prostitute interjected. “I would never serve a Japanese customer. I only serve white customers.”
“The Japanese and white people actually have a lot in common. Whereas white men are the master race of the west, Japanese consider themselves to be master race of the east, and as females of the inferior race, we must obey and serve the superior master races, and when you are disobedient, as you are now, they will punish you. Look at what happened to all of you. All of you have been disobedient to your white masters, and that’s why you ended up.”

“That is so true.” I cried as I heard her truthful words. Big drops of tears rolled down my face. “I should have never disobeyed my white master. Once I get out of prison, I will server my white master with all my heart.”

She caressed my head and I leaned against her knees. She was sitting cross legged on the silver bench, while I was sitting on the floor.

“You still have the chance to change. But it’s too late for me. But let me teach you the way, and let me tell you my experience, so that my experience will guide you through the windy road of life, full of stumbling blocks and hidden traps: you will only have freedom when you are obedient. The White God in heaven has put white men in charge of the world, and when you obey your white master, you are obeying the White God in heaven. For the White God is powerful and when you disobey your white masters, the White God will be angry and he will make you suffer. The power of White God is great, and inferior chink women are put on earth to serve the White God, by serving HIs children, and His children are white men.”

“Are Japanese men also white men then?” An impertinent Asian whore asked impatiently. “Japanese men are Asian too. I don’t like any Asian man.”

“Well,” The elderly Chinese whore chuckled. “it’s a bit complicated–”

“I hate those japs. I only like white men. Once I get out of jail, I will marry my white boyfriend and never come back here again. Japs are not human, they are just as bad as Chinese men.”

“Of course you should. But not all of us Chinese women can be lucky to land a white husband–”

“But then I will just be a White Man’s concubine. But I hate japs.”

“Shut up you stupid whore, let the old woman finish her story. Go ahead, mama, keep on telling us about your ordeal in Japan and what they did to you.”

“First of all, let me answer her question. Japanese men are actually half white. They are the descendants of White Men and Japanese women, and that is why they are superior to us Chinese women. But they are inferior to full white men. So that is why there is so much opportunity for all of you here. If you can marry a white man, and have a half-white baby with a white man, then your child will be superior to all the full Asians. The Japanese are certainly much more inferior than full whites. Obviously. As I was saying, all the Chinese prostitutes in Japanese prison must serve not just the Japanese prison guards, but also the Japanese prisoners. And the Chinese prisoners were all quite unhappy. But what can they do? They were powerless. It’s actually even worse for the Chinese male prisoners. Once they are caught, they are usually castrated. Some of them were chemically castrated, and some had their testicles surgically removed. They were turned into shemales. Many of them were then sold to brothels in Thailand to work as shemale prostitutes. But for the Chinese female prisoners, we were slightly better off. At least we could exchange sex for relative safety.”

“But how did you get to here then?” I asked.

“After I was released from prison, I was deported from Japan, but I was no longer able to find any job in China. I had seen how much better and superior Japanese society was, and so I smuggled myself to the United States. I paid a snakehead nearly 10,000 yuan to come to America, and once I was in America, I worked in a massage parlor, and because I already had experience with human trafficking, I knew how to recruit more Chinese women to come to work for us, and so with my experience, I was relatively quickly promoted by the snakehead to work with them. I had smuggled several Chinese women to come to the United States to work as prostitutes, and of course, when they are being disobedient, we beat them, just as the yazukas used to beat me.”

“So you are in here for …”

“Sex trafficking. I face life in prison.”

All of our hearts sank as we heard it. The tendons in my neck bulged and I felt blood rush to the top of my head. All my limbs went numb. I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. Worse, I couldn’t even imagine the horror of it. All of us were in tears.

“But you were a victim yourself too. This is so unjust. You didn’t do it because you had a choice.”

“Does any of you have a choice? None of us was born free. All of us are mere slaves to this life.”

“But you must fight. You must hire the best lawyer and fight your case. You are a victim too. Tell the judge you are trafficked too. Tell them. Beg for mercy.”

“It’s too late for me. I have had lived a long life. I wished I could have ended my life sooner. I have never had any children. Let me tell you, there is nothing worse, nothing more painful for a woman, than to be barren. For me, my life has already ended. I think of all of it as a mere nightmare, and soon I will awaken from this nightmare. I have been sick for a very long time, and soon my sickness will cure.”

All of us cried and touched her knees. We felt so sorry for her, and we felt the injustice of the world, and more than anything else, we felt the commiseration of being born Chinese women.

“I’m still young, and I swear to White God, I will never ever give birth to a full blooded chink. I will marry a white man, and give birth to half white half asian kids. My goal in life is to forever eliminate the Chinese gene pool from my womb.” A Chinese prostitute stood up and shouted.

“It’s so miserable to be born a Chinese woman. Why won’t our White Saviors come?” I lamented. “Why are we still in chains? Why are we still slaves to our flesh?”

“You must surrender yourself, my daughter.” The elderly Chinese prostitute said. “You must surrender yourself. Be submissive. Be weak, and the White God shall have mercy on you.” Once again she smiled, weakly.

“Your suffering is so because the glory of the White God shall be shone upon you.”

Chinese prostitute plunges to her death to evade police arrest on New Year’s Eve


The New Year Eve of 2017 marked the coldest day of New York in the last 34 years. Yet Ci Ci, a smartly dressed young woman in her late twenties, had been standing on the street corner of Main St. Flushing for the last several hours. She wore a large, bright red overcoat, which covered her otherwise naked body, but one could still see her skin-tight black stockings which were the only fabric covering her long, slender legs. She stood tirelessly on her black open toe stiletto heels. Her round white face was touched up with slight makeup: bright red lip stick and deep dark eye liner. Her naturally black hair was covered under a white fur cap. Tresses of her silky hair fell on each side of her pink cheeks. She seemed distinctly lonely on a bustling street full of people, people with their family, parents, and children, and yet Ci Ci was all alone by herself. She held a fist full of pink business cards and tried to stuff into strangers’ hands, and yet no one took them. Her lips quivered and she pushed her chest out as she leaned back against the brick wall. She was especially coy, and she tried to flirt with any man who looked at her. Yet there was no customer. Her eyes betrayed hunger, even desperation. She hasn’t made any money for several days, and she has just gotten out of prison a month ago. The police took all the money she had made last year, and, she told her working sisters, if she’s ever caught again, she would kill herself. The streets were frozen with coldness. Patches of snow mixed with ice accumulated on the sides of buildings. The people walking back and forth seemed happy yet cold and oblivious to Ci Ci’s presence. There was so much joy in the air, but for Ci Ci everything seemed so bleak. Her elderly parents were still toiling away in the north eastern China, a place renowned for its coldness and which partially explained Ci Ci’s ability to endure cold; her little brother did not have the money to go to school and had to become a migrant worker in Beijing. Her younger sister went to work in Japan in a massage parlor as well and Ci Ci was determined to make money, to let her parents live a wealthy life, to let her brother go to college, and to let her sister find a good husband, preferably a wealthy white man. She was willing to do anything. Anything at all.

A group of Mexican laborers passed by and were ogling at her, whistling and commenting on her looks to each other. Their clothes were dirty and their faces were brown with physical labor. She smiled at them; her white face and red lips contrasted with their dark, dirty faces, and she waved at them by raising her wrist to the side of her cheek. “30 dollars massage. Full body. One hour.” Her legs were shivering from the cold, and her hands felt frozen. As they approached her she handed over the little pink cards to the Mexican men which had written in English: “girlfriend experience $200. No condom vaginal cum shot $250. Free semen swallowing.” The Mexican men read the simple English on the cards, and their eyes were round like dead fish, their faces wide with grin, revealing their crooked yellow teeth. A few started to grope Ci Ci all over, touching her legs, and feeling her breasts through her overcoat. “50 dollars. Blowjobs for all of us.” “No, 100 dollars. You too many people. One, two, three, four, five. Five. Five people.” “60 dollars, 60 dollars, how about 60 dolllars. It’s New Year.” “80 dollars I give you discount.” “No condom. You swallow?” “Yes, I swallow everything.”

By this time the two Mexican men standing in front of Ci Ci had already had their hands inside her bright red overcoat partially exposing her naked breasts in the open. Her nipples chafed against the zippers on her red coat and she moaned in pleasure.

“Pay first. Then we go up.” Ci Ci said as she pointed to the metal door behind her. The Mexican men collected their money together and handed them in a roll to her and quickly she led them through the door, then through a dark hallway and went up a serpentine series of stairs. Her bright red overcoat was almost completely open, revealing her naked body underneath and they took turns fondling her large breasts. By the time they reached the third floor Ci Ci was naked, except for her black stockings and black stilettos. They were very happy to discover that Ci Ci had worn absolutely nothing underneath the red overcoat, not even a bra or panties. Her pubic hair was completely shaved so she could cater to western men, and her body was curvy with large hips. The red overcoat was torn off from her and threw to the side. Those Mexican laborers hadn’t had sex for months. They were hungry just as much as Ci Ci was. They quickly dropped their pants, revealing their smelly Mexican dicks to Ci Ci and Ci Ci took them like the pro she was. She put their hardened dicks in her soft little hands and took turns kissing and sucking on each one while working fast with her hands on the ones she was not sucking on. And within just minutes one of them had shot into Ci Ci‘s mouth. As promised, she swallowed every drop. “I have earned my worth today,” Ci Ci smiled and thought to herself. “Okay, you finished. 80 dollars more.” “No 80 dollars for all of us. “No 80 dollars for each blow job. You want more? You pay more money.” The men were all horny and somewhat annoyed at her dishonesty. “Okay, 80 more dollars we fuck your pussy.” “150 dollars fuck my pussy.” “100 dollars.” “No 120 dollars.” “Okay okay 120 dollars fuck your Chinese pussy. Your pussy is very tight?” “Of course, I’m Chinese. Our men have small dicks. You have very big dicks

The Mexican men handed over more money to Ci Ci which she kept in her Louis Vuitton hand bag and with one hand holding her bag, she pried open her pussy with another hand, showing the pink inside and she offered her pussy to those Mexican men by bending over. They took turns fucking her in the pussy, bareback, cumming inside her. It was pure joy for those Mexican men. And it was joy for Ci Ci too. She had been so hungry for cocks, and not only was she satisfied with her carnal desire, she was also making money. “I will finally have a happy new year,” Ci Ci thought to herself. The warmth of those Mexican men’s cum had not just warmed Ci Ci’s body but also her heart. She hadn’t had a good new year in so long. Last New Year’s Eve hers was spent in prison. The previous year she was beaten by a gang of black teenagers. She was happy to finally get some relief, and those men’s sperm were like antidepressants healing her emotional wounds. For those who didn’t cum inside her pussy, she directed them to cum inside her mouth.

But just as she was mesmerized by the bliss of sex, by the success of her little business, the metal door on the first floor was banged open, and there was a loud masculine voice overheard. “Police! Everybody freeze!” She looked over the handrail and her face went pale with fear. The worst that she could possibly imagine had finally happened. All the Mexican men froze on the spot with their hands up, except for Ci Ci. She remembered her previous experience in prison. She remembered being beaten by the police, being tasered while she was handcuffed and hung upside down, being forced to have her pictures taken, humiliated, ridiculed, and forced to have enema liquid shot up into her rectum. She felt terror. A fire burned up all her innards as she thought back to all those horrible things that they did to her in prison. The fear, the terror, the unfathomable sadness, the despair burned her brain like a fire, and had eaten away the last hope. She couldn’t remain still. She grabbed with both her hands over the handrail. Her hand bag slipped off her wrist and the green bills scattered on the ground. “STOP! Do not move! Or we will shoot you!” Ci Ci didn’t care for a word of their warnings. It was as if the police thought death would still scare her, when she had seen far worse than death in prison. She had given up on life already. She ran over to the window directly opposite the handrail and leaped out with a fiery determination to die. Her naked body dropped through the open window, and her head hit the restaurant billboard directly beneath the window, which caused her to somersault in midair and then her body landed onto the street curb. Her bright red overcoat was still on the floor. Her naked body was now three stories down below. Red blood splattered across the wintry ground. The sound of her fall did not impact the bustling streets of Flushing. In fact most people couldn’t even hear her through all the noise. Police lines quickly drew up and medics arrived in nearly minutes to cover up her cold, dead body and then, it was as if nothing ever happened. The streets were bustling with people.

Chinese prostitutes in U.S. prison PART 4

“My life is over. There is nothing left in this world for me. There is nothing.” I sat on the cold steel bench and waited in eternity and those thoughts of despair watered my face with tears. I sat there in eternity. I didn’t age. I didn’t move. My life ticked away minute by minute, even though physically I stay put, motionless, force-less. There was nothing left to do. Nothing.

The detective who investigated all the Chinese prostitutes was a bulky white man in his fifties. He had made hundreds of arrests in his career, so he boasted, as he sat behind the desk with a microphone facing me, and two microphones on the opposite end of the desk facing him and the district attorney. “Little asian whores like you just can’t help yourself when you see a customer waving his big white cock in your face, don’t you? I bet you don’t have that in China, that’s why you come to America to sucky sucky, right?” I assumed it was a rhetorical question and didn’t answer. I didn’t know what to say anyway. I used to be a respectable woman. I had a college degree, worked in a Chinese restaurant, and yet here I was, caught soliciting sex from an undercover police. “You like those big white cocks ravaging your tight little Chinese pussy, right?” My mind was numb as I was being questioned. I haven’t slept for days, and every bit of energy has been sapped out of me. I had barely eaten the cold cheese sandwich I was given in a little plastic bag. The frozen milk wasn’t appealing either. The freezing room temperature made me dizzy and made all other senses numb. Even the un-flushed toilet with piss in it did not bother me.

“Are you wiling to talk? Do you have any questions? … If you are willing to be an informant, we will clear your criminal record.” That was what they said to every Chinese prostitute arrested. They wanted to know who’s behind this large network, this seemingly random organization sprawling the entire continent of North America, how each and every major metropolis is filled with Chinese prostitutes, how do we get those jobs, who do we contact, who are our clients, where do we get the listings. It’s never a good idea to cooperate with them. They did not have our well being in their mind, and if they did, they would not have arrested us in the first place. They were simply required to ask. It was their job. Nothing more. Nothing less. They were just doing their jobs in a faceless process where no one is the true beneficiary, no one is responsible, and no one is really in charge. Ultimately, sure, the law is in charge. But the lawmakers are not even in charge of the law when they make the law.
I was lucky, Tina told me, that they didn’t push for too many questions. Tina worked in an erotic massage parlor near Wall St. and catered exclusively to high end customers. She was very pretty, and still in her early twenties. She offered more than just blow jobs. She did everything for her customers. Anal sex. Rim job. Bareback vaginal sex. Semen play, which she explained, was after the customer cumming inside her, she would suck out the cum with a little long tube and swallow it. “My customers are my gods. I did everything they ordered.” She was very dedicated to her job, and until her arrest, she was very happy. She made lots of money, and she loved her customers, all of whom were successful businessmen. The detective asked her to be an informant. In fact, they wanted to use Tina as a bait to fish out her customers, and when she refused, they put her on the rack. They stripped her naked, tied her hands behind her back, and made her straddle a sharp edge wooden beam. They even tied her legs so it cut deeply into her vagina. They told her, this was her punishment for being an Asian whore.